awakening

I don't know if it was an epiphany or what, but I had a brilliant idea this week...
First a little background:
I started graduate school in the summer of 2007 for a Master's in Tourism Studies. I attended one semester before I moved to Florida to continue there. While I was in Florida, I decided to put off school and move to Korea for a year (which would allow me to wait for FL residency to kick in), with the intent of going back to grad school when I got back. The Korea gig didn't turn out so well, but I was back in the US, so I applied at FIU in Miami. During the application process, they discontinued the Tourism Studies degree, so I enrolled in a similar hospitality program instead. That didn't inspire me, so I cancelled my classes and tossed out that plan. I still planned on finishing my Master's, since that was a goal I set out for myself. I decided to pursue a Political Science degree, based on little more than a general interest in that field. After all, I wasn't getting a Master's degree to land a specific job, more to complete something I set out to do. After that, I decided I had another unfinished challenge that was more important, so I ended up back in Korea to finish my year abroad, and put off grad school yet again.
I finally accepted the fact that it doesn't make sense to spend thousands of dollars on something that I won't get a tangible return on just to satisfy my ego. Obviously there's something wrong if If I've had a goal for a few years and made little effort to accomplish it. So I stepped out of my box and decided to pursue....an MBA. Yes, that's right. The person who hates money grubbers and who thinks greed is the root of all evil is pursuing a symbol of those things. I kinda laugh when I think of myself getting an MBA. However, I can use it however I want to. I can kill several birds with one stone: I get my goal accomplished (which is very important to me); I get to have a new goal to pursue while in Korea (studying for and doing well on the business exam and getting into an MBA program); and I get something tangible for my efforts, since an MBA would be very useful in acquiring a job. Plus, the sound of "MBA" just impressive to me. So I'm pursuing this starting now. I'm going to spend the next 5-6 months studying for the GMAT exam. The thought of this makes me so excited, a feeling I've never had before at any point in my grad school pursuit. I have a lot of quiet time here, so I can use that in a healthy way by spending it studying. This may put some of my other complete-while-in-Korea projects off for a while, but maybe I can still complete them all.
I'm doing this. My mind is set, and my mind doesn't change once it gets to this stage. I'm going to kill the test, I'm going to kill business school, I'm going to get a powerful job, and I'm going to conquer the world. Then I'll probably be satisfied with myself and retreat to a quiet life in the desert with the satisfaction of knowing I can do whatever the hell I want to do. My re-awakened sense of ambition feels GOOD..